Trying to change and being self-destructive at the same time will not cut it, but I have so much hate for myself its getting out of control.

My demons may not be on the loose but they are certainly rattling their cages. I need to find a way to rid myself of some and coexist with others. The biggest fear os that I have too many and that makes me even more disgusted with myself. Am I truly that horrible? 

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