I know Im not smart in anyway so I really dont need others letting me know how dumb I am, especially family.
I have the depth of puddle with the face and body of a hob goblin. Alot of people think I dont know these things about myself and want to remind me about them. The truth is I do know, not a day goes by that I dont look in the mirror and tear myself down piece by piece. Everyday I try to progress but its hard when you’re working with shit.
My soul is growing tired of this continues battle in my mind. I know that I can never be done growing and there will always be inner battles but theres something really wrong when theres never any inner peace. How can I rid myself of some of these demons? Which ones will go and which ones will stay?