Melancholy Doll

The darkest part of my mind


October 2016

3 Days 3 Quotes – Day 1

Id like to thank Linking ink for nominating me. I know its a little late but I’m still really excited to do it. A lot of thought has been put into it over the past couple days.

The rules are

  • Thank the person who nominated you
  • Post quotes for 3 consecutive days
  • Nominate 3 people each day (no repeats) 

Here we go (:  

“Cogito ergo sum”

                            -René Descartes

I have chosen this quote and it alone for day 1. 

 This has had a huge impact on me. It will always represent the start of my journey, my hike up the mountain, the changing of my thought process, and my questioning everything.

My mind keeps growing and for this I am truly thankful. 

I am definitely going to get a tattoo of this quote on me because of all this.




Not over 

It may seem like the journey is over

Like I’ve given up

Thats far from true

I will keep pushing forward

There’s no going back

Not till Ive looked upon my city

The clouds

Extra gloomy clouds have rolled in and its been sprinkling.

A storm is approaching

I wont lie a part of me wants to run back to the city

Abort mission 

Drop basket 

But I cant so Ill stay in this cave a little longer

My Candle wont burn out that easily.

Keep progressing and plan on continuing up. 


Ive always wished to be like water



To just flow

Instead I am like stone

Stiff and unmoving 

Or a tree

Rooted firmly in the ground 

I will learn to be like water

My love

I’ve never met someone as  Clumsy as my love.
He is the definition of it.

Countless pipes broken 

Bowls of food knocked over 

Drinks spilled 

Weed dropped

As  Clumsy as he is with everything 

Its my heart he’s gentle with. 


Promises I make I will keep.
Ill love you unconditionally 

I will fix what I have broken

Become wiser and stronger 

Mentally and physically  

To help in anyway 

To protect no matter what

My family has my heart 

New views 

Today was very productive for  not physically working out.
Cleaned up the house and had dinner ready by the time my love came home.

Played with my little one and cuddled.

All while still hiking up the mountain.

New ways of looking at things constantly,my mind is definitely getting a work out. 

The beginning 

So far I’ve started my journey off well.
Picked up an apple basket and filling it up on the way. Thank you René Descarte 

I say picked up instead of empty because my minds already empty not much deep thought goes on there but that will change. 

My mind is loving all this and soaking it up. 

I’ve been working out as well.

Body, mind, and soul. 

I will nourish all.

Too literal

Into the forest I go, to lose my mind and find my soul.

For the past week Ive been trying to figure out what to take with me on this trip. 

I take things so literal 

Im thinking completely physical 

This whole journey is mental 

It is this moment that I  now Realize this.

Its scary but I wont put it off any longer just need to head on up.

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