My mind has been drifting so much recently
Ive always been like this
Not all there
But not like this
Daydreaming of fire
It sucks that we’ve hit this point
Things were supposed to be different
This love was supposed to be different
But it’s looking like the same the shit just a different toilet.
Don’t know where to go from here just wait to see how things go till the lease is up.
It really was beautiful at one point
Been doing good
Today was weird but that’s ok
Need to watch myself more but lesson learned
Just felt the need to type it all down.
Tomorrow I will be going to my moms house for dinner. Its been two weeks since my first pic and feel like its a good time to take my second one.
Ive lost at least a pound and am really proud of it.