My closest friend also seems to bring me the most harm.

Not on purpose.. at least I hope it wasnt.

She was one who dictated everything in my life most. If she couldnt get her way she’d push me to the edge and make me cry knowing she would eventually get what she wanted.

Putting me down to build herself up 

You have to have equal or less than what she has or she gets mad

Shitting on my parade too when good things would happen. 

Not allowed to have other friends 

Put all of that shit to a stop 

No more 

She hates it

I love it 

It hurts though

To know she knew what she was doing

To know she hated these changes

That she loved having that control

Too bad 

Things wont ever go back to the way they were Im not blind or spineless anymore. 

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