My closest friend also seems to bring me the most harm.
Not on purpose.. at least I hope it wasnt.
She was one who dictated everything in my life most. If she couldnt get her way she’d push me to the edge and make me cry knowing she would eventually get what she wanted.
Putting me down to build herself up
You have to have equal or less than what she has or she gets mad
Shitting on my parade too when good things would happen.
Not allowed to have other friends
Put all of that shit to a stop
She hates it
I love it
It hurts though
To know she knew what she was doing
To know she hated these changes
That she loved having that control
Things wont ever go back to the way they were Im not blind or spineless anymore.