Anxiety please go away there is no need for you to stay
You should have passed now
Why are you still here?
My head hurts and so does my chest
I want to cry but can’t
I’d just curl up into a ball but then it gets worse
Same thoughts racing and some new ones joining
Im just a
I try not to be I really do but I can’t succeed no matter how hard I try
Why do I have to be me?
I’m drowning in these thoughts
I’m floating away
Not here anymore not a part of this world
At least it felt that way now I’m coming back down
There’s a faint whisper
“You’re ok don’t float away”
That part of me has gotten stronger
I never gave it strength before
Writing this all out honestly calmed me down
Usually I hide and cry this time I just typed it out.
My heart isn’t pounding as fast anymore and the lump in my throat is gone
I will have control over this one day