No release

I broke yesterday

The sadness was overwhelming

I haven’t let the thoughts get to me like that for a while now

I wish I didn’t do it

It will be the last time I don’t want my love thinking it’s an ok way to cope because it’s not.

For the first time I really regretted it even though the initial slice felt good the feeling after was of shame and guilt no release.

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